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Sermon
Sunday, August 15, 2004
The Reverend Pamela Snare
Today is the feast of the Blessed Virgin Mary. In the Roman Catholic
Church it is the feast of the Assumption of Mary, and in the Orthodox
Churches, it is the feast of the Dormition of Mary. Although Anglicans are
not committed to the assumption of Mary as a dogma, the opening prayer of
today's liturgy alludes to that reality: "O God, you have taken to
yourself the Blessed Virgin Mary, Mother of your Incarnate Son..." The
thought is that Mary, both in spirit and in body, now lives in the full
presence of God.
Reginald Fuller, an Anglican biblical scholar, has noted that although
Anglicans are not committed to the assumption of Mary as a dogma, yet we
sing about it in hymns and speak of it poetically. Indeed, the familiar
hymn,"Ye Watchers and Ye Holy Ones", which we will sing today, devotes its
second verse to Mary:
O higher than the cherubim, more glorious than the seraphim, lead their
praises, Alleluia!
Thou bearer of the eternal Word, most gracious, magnify the Lord,
Alleluia!
Mary is here portrayed as above the cherubim, seraphim, angels and
archangels and all heavenly beings. She is the lead singer in the heavenly
choir which unceasingly sings God's praise. Mary's hymn of praise in
response to the annunciation is our gospel today: "My soul magnifies the
Lord, and my spirit rejoices in God, my Savior." This is the same heavenly
choir with which we join our voices at every Eucharist when we sing,
"Holy, holy, holy Lord, God of power and might." We become part of a choir
which praises God “twenty-four/seven,” so to speak.
Essentially, the feast of the Blessed Virgin Mary is about purity of
heart: "Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." Mary was
given such purity of heart and intention that she could see God - she
could be taken directly into the presence of God. Without purity of heart
and intention none of us can see God, however dimly or sporadically.
Flannery O'Connor wrote in a letter to a friend that purity of heart was
for her the most mysterious of all the virtues. Flannery does not explain
what she means by that, but my thought has always been that it is
mysterious because it is so difficult to say what it means. It does not
mean simply doing what is right, like obeying the moral law, or keeping
the Ten Commandments. One can, like some of the Pharisees and St. Paul, be
obedient to all religious laws, moral and ceremonial, and still have an
unclean or impure heart because one's motivation is rooted more in one's
own ego and desire for self-justification than in the love of God and the
desire to please God.
Purity of heart involves not just one's actions, but one's motivation and
intention - one's whole self - exterior and interior. Not only what is
seen, but what is unseen, in the heart. So if I had to give a definition
of purity of heart, I would say something like: It is having the heart of
God: a heart which bears malice toward none, which desires that all come
to the knowledge of the truth, which desires that the wicked turn from
their wickedness and live. A heart in which there is no deception or
self-deception, no falsehood, no ulterior motivations. A heart perfect in
its charity toward all, and transparent in its goodness and good will
toward all.
Several years ago I posed these questions to myself and I continue to ask
them from time to time because they remind me of the necessity of purity
of heart in order to see God. I asked myself, "How much time and effort do
I spend cleaning, grooming, cultivating and attending to my exterior self
- my clothes, my body, my hair, what I eat and how I look? How much time
and effort do I expend getting my exterior self ready for the day? How
does that compare with the time and effort I spend cultivating, grooming
and attending to my interior self, preparing my interior self for the
day?” Remembering God's mercy and his daily mercies in prayer, thanking
him for his goodness, listening for his word to me that day; preparing
myself to see Christ in the people I will encounter, preparing myself to
be patient - refraining from judging others and myself - not having a
critical spirit toward others and myself; cultivating understanding,
listening and being fully present to God and to others?
If I am honest with myself, I see that more often than not my life is out
of balance - that I spend more time on the external than on the internal.
That I have allowed the lesser goods, the externals, to distract me from
and to crowd out time spent in cultivating the true riches: patience,
kindness, longsuffering, praise and thanksgiving, silence, prayer,
attention to the life and teachings of Christ - in three words, purity of
heart. Forgetfulness and neglect of God result in loss of purity of heart.
A retreat director I once had told us retreatants that the antidote of a
critical spirit is praise and gratitude offered to God. Mary shows us the
way in this. Her purity of heart is a result of her praise and
gratitude:"My soul magnifies the Lord and my spirit rejoices in God my
Savior."
This connection between praise, gratitude and purity of heart, the
necessity of cultivating our interior life by spending time with God,
caused me to reflect on my upcoming three months sabbatical, which begins
September 1. "Sabbatical" comes from the word "sabbath" and derives its
meaning from the word "Sabbath."
And on the seventh day God finished the work that he had done, and he
rested on the seventh day from all the work that he had done. So God
blessed the seventh day and hallowed it, because on it God rested from all
the work he had done in creation (Genesis 2:2-3).
In Jewish theology, the sabbath is a day of rest which means cessation
from work. One refrains from labor, commerce, making money and all the
daily tasks which occupy one the other six days of the week. But the
sabbath is not rest for the sake of rest or leisure for the sake of
leisure. Cessation from work and from daily routine is to make time for
God - to remember God and to praise him for his goodness. The sabbath
reminds us that we did not create the world, we do not sustain it, and the
world will continue to exist without us and our labor, as long as God
wills it, and sustains its existence. We are not the center of the
universe. Our shoulders do not hold up the world. Buying and selling and
making a profit are not the end and purpose of life.
The sabbath reminds us who is the center of the universe, who is the end
and purpose of life - God. His goodness, his mercy, his praise, his will -
for us and for all creation. The sabbath balances our life. It brings us
back to the heart of God. It lets us see life in its true perspective,
from the eyes of God.
The sabbath gives us a breather from those things that we allow to stifle
our desire and love and need for God. It gives us breathing space to enjoy
God by singing his praise. It is time with no other agenda than God and
his praise. It is time to bask in his goodness and love, to remember the
great things he has done for every one of us.
And the curious thing about this sabbath breathing space is that it renews
us. It refreshes us. It brings us joy. It lets us see and lets us be the
person - the creature - God intended us to be. It is life-giving. It is
spirit-giving. It is purity of heart giving because authentic praise of
God banishes anger, malice, evil intent, a critical spirit and all that
makes our hearts impure and unclean.
A sabbatical is an extended sabbath. It is not a vacation. It is not
leisure for the sake of leisure. It is a time when one ceases from one's
normal work and one's daily routine in order to step back and to remember
that God willed the universe into existence and sustains it very nicely
without our labor. It is a time to remember his goodness and praise him
for it. It is a time to restore a proper balance to one's life and to
learn to view it from God's perspective and to order it according to his
vision and purpose, not only for oneself, but for one's family, one's
friends, one's community of faith, and one's community. The more that more
of us can live in this balance the better it is for all of us because it
helps all of us to live closer to the heart of God.
To this end, I will spend the first month of my sabbatical, September, in
a Benedictine monastery in Normandy, living as a Benedictine. My spiritual
director, Sister Sarah, and I have already corresponded several times. The
last two months, October and November, Jerry and I will spend in a house
in the country near the monastery and I will continue spiritual direction
with Sister Sarah.
Based on my experience in the monastery, we will establish a daily rule of
life - a more balanced way of life, including prayer, reading, meditation
on scripture, reflection, writing and manual labor. My hope and my
intention is to learn or to discover how Benedictine disciplines and
practices can be adapted to family life and to parish life to help all of
us live more balanced lives - to help all of us live more in sabbath time
than in American hurry up and get on with it time. To help all of us live
closer, every day, to the heart of God. Jerry and I will be praying for
all of you. I ask your prayers for us.
"My soul magnifies the Lord, and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior."
Amen.
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